Sunday, December 6, 2009
todays a very rare occasion.
a day i actually make my way to orchard !
then i realised how much i've missed over the years.
that said, i wont be freq'ing there though.
cos i find my lungs very sensitive, too sensitive to be a full time passive smoker..
so its expected that i wont be a smoker !
bt who knows, mayb i might succumb to terrible temptations and influences
and turn into a full fletched, monstrous cigaretter =x
if only everyone give an extra little thought for everyone around us..
or something..
cigarette companies might very well stop shipping new stocks in =)
it got me home
10:11 AM
Monday, November 30, 2009
i heard the situation there is pretty much.
desperate. it has been said that there are students.
but they are short of teachers.
i always thought his conservation efforts are flawless.
bt now even the most reliable china has failed him.
felt like doing sth. bt what can i do ?
cant bear to see it close down. i wonder what js and his dad have to say.
hope its nth serious. cos everything's after all, his greatest passion in his life
=(
=[
it got me home
7:05 AM
Friday, November 27, 2009
oh ya, and i saw hl and jy
haha she seems to be able to do everything simultaneously.
nice =)
and pap met his engineer fren
sg is so small
it got me home
11:24 AM
took a trip to sitex.
though its a good fri, not many turned up.
mayb its because of the bad economy? dubai cocked up some problems just today...
perhaps?
maybe not.
42'' full hds going at $999!! cool.
about 60% of the notebooks now have dedicated graphics
nvidia and ati shud be quite happy for that matter.
netbooks too.
acer's ferarri just got ati to squeeze some graphix muscle into a netbk.
this shud be the trend i think.
given the choice bet a netbk and a laptop,
assuming both has the same processing power.
one would definitely choose a netbk, cos of its size
intel will soon resize their cpus again.
and its also very much into integrated graphics.
by then, nvidia and ati may very well be out of the game =(
it got me home
8:00 AM
mixed feelings.
my lil cz just got back his psle results and apparently, no good news.
dunwanna talk abt my responsibility for this cos.. it already happened.
i alr kind of crafted out a plan to talk to him tmr..
bt im not sure if i really have the guts to do it.
what happened couldnt be undone.
im not sure what kind of effect this will have on him and his lil big brother.
mayb like many christians will say, all these are meant to be
and that god has already made the best arrangement.
perhaps, its time for reflection.
perhaps this will give him a lil big push.
perhaps from now on, he will truly realise whats most important to him.
or perhaps, he will do worse from now on.
i hope i can fix all these with a lil talk.
and that pride will not stop me from helping.
i felt great when i helped angel.
mayb doing sth for those who i care for is my lil big passion in life.
i hope, this time i will do it.
i hope this time,everything will be alright.
continuing with all the sad stuff.
my neighbour's papa just passed away.
from her eyes, i can roughly tell how much she'd cried.
everyone's heartbroken. i mean, together with them, we feel sad as well.
i cannot imagine the days without popo and ah gong.
im not sure if the weekly family gathering will still go on.
i dont know if they will still meet up during cnys.
i dont know if we will still have family chalets during year end holidays.
as our personal desire grows, our family tends to drift apart.
18 years or so ago, we grew up together in our own family office in geylang.
we took daily noon naps
and we played hide and seek
14 years or so ago, we moved. but still in geylang
we started to watch hotels build
we started to catch lion and dragon dances.
10years or so ago, we stayed.
da jie er jie and kb jie started to bring friends to our office.
secondary school work drifted them away from us.
5 years or so ago,
the main bulk of us went on to sec sch.
leaving the 2 young ones behind
2minutes or so ago,
2jie came home from work.
kbjie fb-ing
1jie's at tanjong katong playing l4d2.
3jie just drove the first time after her driving test
ah jian gor gor's worrying abt his last paper on mon.
ah hui's worrying abt his post O'lvl job
2 lil cz'ies worrying abt their next year in sch.
and im, worrying abt things.
sometimes we dont always have the perfect family member.
we cannot expect that every new family member will behave in the way we expect them to.
perhaps our standards are far too high.
or perhaps shes not even trying.
or perhaps, she doesnt even care.
it is still okay if she doesnt try.
but if would be wrong if she does sth against our ethics.
its ok to feed popo/ah gong with overnight dishes.
but it is wrong, to ask the maid to give them toxic food
and expired medicine.
it is inhumane.
it is fuck.
i dont usually believe in beliefs.
but whoever its there, pls bless the guardians of our family
grant them good health and mind.
and that they will live on, until their regrets die.
it got me home
7:25 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
<3
I love this drama
When I finished it, I didn't want it to end haha..
=( i didnt want it to end too
i thought that would change =(
=(=(=(=(
it got me home
2:56 AM
its like so dam cool.
sadly, less than half of the cohort came today = =..
lecture was blind copying cos the tcher read off the notes.
and.. i finally handed in my maths tutorial haha after 1 entire week of blurness.
lc finally set up our very own maple private server
haha of cos i did alot to help too ^^
then the whole server only got the 3 of us haha..
quite fun. just that lc refused to set the exp rate to 1000000000000000000x
x)
ok i just got another automated msn pm.
someone else just got herself some retarded virus again.
old fashion trick, bt ppl still liddat anyhow click.. why @_@
then at 11 i went to tp to playy badminton with dicky =)
reunionz outings and he treated me $1.20 worth of chops haha =p
sadly the session only lasted for.. 45 mins?!
bt felt like forever cos i was the only one wearing some outsider sch u T T..
i feel out of place, have to remove my tie and move arnd in seclusion
scared later ppl accuse me of gate crashing =)
ya. then after badminton, we ate and we went to com labs to chill awhile b4 his tutorials.
wa not bad sia the comp, core 2 quad
not like sa ones, duos only. cheeky students even installed l4d2 omg.
i wanted to kope it with my thumbdrive.
but it was 5.7gb= =
its fun =)
bt sadly, only the 2 of us were involved..
cos lang said he wanna hibernate at home !@#$#
bt its alright, cos got alot of pretty girl there
come to think of it,
i think i prefer wearing sch u.
wearing clothes makes me feel old in some ways or another.
mature or not, im not sure.
i cant believe, next year will be the last year im wearing sch uniforms(hopefully)
then by then, uniforms will be something of the past =(
noo T T.
it got me home
2:14 AM
